Finding it difficult to be consistent?

Yes!

I’ve been sleeping poorly, and drinking a HUGE amount of caffeine to compensate, and I’m feeling like shit! Looking like shit too.

I’m finding it difficult to be consistent… Let me amend that. I’m finding it difficult to be consistent with the behavior that I want to cultivate.

I’m amazingly consistent with my well worn behavior. That being, choosing the easy way out. Feeling stiff? Easier to drink a coffee and walk the dog, or work on the computer then face that stiffness, and pain by stretching.

I’m “so diligent” in choosing to do a chore instead of work on a project. This out is a bit of a double edged sward, as I am the stay at home partner who adds value to the house by keeping it clean, and in good repair. The issue remains, It’s an out from the uncomfortable work of working on my self, or projects. Its easier to write about it then to do it too, though, the writing often gives me juice to actually get it done.  

Self therapy session over.

Getting to work.